Oh yeah.........and as for a PS.......I'm getting married in 2 months!  Can you believe it!  WOW.........thats what I was thinking when I found out last night at church...haha.  A girl from my church came up and was like "Are you getting married?  You're Rachel Karr right?  I heard you just came home and you're getting married in 2 months!"  Immediately I was like WHAT?  NOOOOO, NO I'm not getting married!  So apparantly there's a little story going around that I'm engaged......my only question is...........Who's my groom?  hahah

Lata

Well….my family lived a real life miracle!  Praise God!  For those of you who didn’t know, my brother, for the past month or so, has been in the legal system over his kids.  His ex-wife married and wanted to move to California…and take the kids with her.  So my brother was trying to keep the kids here, and if it had to come down to it begin a custody battle.  This was something we were obviously dreading, because we didn’t want things to have to get dirty.  Well as I stated earlier we had to go to a Child Protective Services program.  Well I ended up not going, my mom changed her mind about it, but she called me about a million times.  In the program they had to watch a 2 hour video.  After the video…..my mom said that the kid’s mom talked to my brother and her and had decided that she was just going to leave the kids with my brother and his wife….only asking that they get them in the summer and holidays.  No court hearings…..just signing papers.  We can’t believe it…..it hasn’t really sunk in with me yet…..it is the biggest blessing.  So for all of you that were praying for this…..God answers prayers.  If they were to go through the court system and drag this out, relations would have been broken, we would have been hurt financially, and it would have taken any where between 1-3 years to complete.

The only thing that makes me sad is, I don’t see how a mother can just leave her children.  The kids are going to miss her very much.  But her dad is a pilot and just bought a plane, so they’re going to be able to fly down whenever to see the kids, which is good.  The kids still need their mother.

But PRAISE GOD!!!!

So we've had two games of Battle of the Sexes in Priority, and now we're tied......1-1, even though the game is rigged.  All the "female" questions are mostly (not all, but the majority) simple common sense questions. 

Amy, Amy, Amy.........I love you so much, you'll never know! 

So my mom told me today that I'm alittle backward......I'm having my boy crazy years while I'm in college, instead of when I'm 13-pretty much any high school age.  heh......she's right though, I don't know whats gotten into me.....I hate the way it makes me feel........I hate getting nervous around these guys (yes plural....see, I told ya)...you know when you get butterflies in your tummy and your heart races...ahhh it drives me crazy.  To think some people like this feeling...maybe when it's mutual and I actually get to express myself to him, and him to me.....then I think I will enjoy it.  But while I have it rolling inside of me it's driving me insane.  So know I have the CRUSHES and the Bangs to mess with, ha.  I think God's testing me with a theory that I heard and adopted.  "The decisions a Christian makes are not between what's right and wrong.  The decisions a Christian makes are between whats good and best."  Now I hate this because this is the battle between the flesh and the heart. 

I love this song........... : )   k, night all

Currently Listening Lifehouse By Lifehouse You and Me see related

So school starts in about a week and I still have so much stuff left to do.  College applications, scholarship applications, deciding a major, and so much more.  I went swing dancin' Friday for the first time in what feels like forever.......and I had fun talking to people but no one danced....in our little group any how.  We'll have to work on that...I need to find a guy friend who will actuall dance....just dance, thats all I wanna do....Why do guys immediately think that you're in love with them or something when you ask them to dance?   I just need a partner.  So if you'd like to swing with me, give me a shout! 

This Wednesday I have to go to some program at the Child Protective Services, to learn how to take care of children.  If I cross your mind...please pray for my family, we have the custody hearing on the 27th, and this program is a precurser to it.  They asked for all the people who watch the kids to attend.  So I pray everything goes smoothly. 

Well, I got my hair cut last thursday.......and I have bangs....and they're about to drive me INSAINE!!!!!  They're way cute, and I like em alot, but I'm just not used to them yet, they keep poking me in the eye. haha

Today has been a sleepy day....it's been kinda cloudy and just quiet......I am so tired.

I think my dog has picked up my study habits..........

looking forward to Thursday.............until then......study study study